Father god,
    i need your help. no matter what i do in life i always seem to fail at it. what is the use in trying anymore? i feel so defeated. i get depressed. please help me to help myself. i don't like feeling this way and i need you to help me to focus on the good of life instead of the negative of life. maybe, there is a reason for all my shortcomings. maybe, you are trying to steer me in a better direction. i don't know if this is the case, but please make your will for my life clear to me. i don't won't to live like this anymore i want better. i believe better and i receive better in jesus's name!!! amen, amen, and amen!!!
to god be the glory!!!