HEAVENLY FATHER,
      I FEEL SO HOPELESS. I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. I FEEL LIKE GIVING UP. I JUST DO NOT FEEL I CAN GO ON ANYMORE. IT IS SO HARD. LIFE IS GETTING THE BEST OF ME. I FEEL AT TIMES THE WORLD IS BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME HERE. GOD, TAKE AWAY THESE FEELINGS; TAKE AWAY MY MINDSET BECAUSE I WANT TO LIVE FOR YOU. I KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF MY LIFE. LET ME NOT LOSE FOCUS THAT YOU ARE MY HELP WHEN I AM BURDENED. YOU ARE MY HELP WHEN I AM LOST IN DESPAIR. HELP ME TO STAY FOCUSED ON THE THINGS THAT MATTER THE MOST TO YOU; SO, I CAN THINK CLEARLY AND FEEL BETTER. I LOVE YOU GOD!!! YOU HAVE NEVER FAILED ME; I JUST LOSE FOCUS AT TIMES. HELP ME SPEEDILY. I KNOW YOU WILL HELP ME. I HAVE FAITH IN YOUR LOVING AND COMFORTING NAME, AMEN!!!
TO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!