FATHER GOD,
   THERE WAS A TIME WHEN I WAS OUT AND ABOUT. EVERYBODY WAS HAPPY TO SEE ME. SINCE I AM NO LONGER ABLE TO GET AROUND LIKE I USE TO AND NOT ABLE TO CONTRIBUTE TO THEIR CAUSES NO ONE COMES AROUND. WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE THIS??? GOD, THIS JUST SHOWS ME WHO HAS REALLY BEEN IN MY LIFE FOR ME OR FOR WHAT I HAVE. GOD, I PRAY BLESSINGS FOR BLESSINGS AND CURSES FOR CURSES. GOD, THOSE WHO HAVE USED ME WILL PAY. GOD, YOU WILL GET VENGEANCE. I NEED LOVE LIKE ANYBODY ELSE. I WOULD LIKE TO HAVE COMPANY. I WOULD LIKE TO HEAR SOMEONE'S VOICE ON THE OTHER END OF THE PHONE, BUT I GUESS I WAS SO DECEIVE CHOOSING THE WRONG PEOPLE TO BE AROUND. I SHOULD HAVE LOOKED TO YOU FIRST. YOU WOULD HAVE SHOWED ME WHO I SHOULD KEEP IN MY LIFE AND WHO NOT, BUT THERE IS NO NEEDS FOR ME TO WORRY ABOUT WHAT I SHOULD HAVE DONE. FATHER, I LOVE YOU FOR OPENING MY EYES. I SEE SO CLEAR. THANK YOU IN YOUR MIGHTY NAME, YOUR SON'S AWESOME NAME, AND YOUR HOLY SPIRIT'S LIFE CHANGING NAME.
TO GOD BE THE GLORY!!!